It’s always personal

To start with, here’s just a wee photo I worked on recently of Nixon Sixx.

Now I’ve provided you with what you probably came here to see, I’m going to ramble for a bit. You see, I’ve avoided updating recently because I was afraid things would just get too personal. It’s not like I don’t have ultimate control over what I post here, but in a way I feel like I’m still finding where I’ll be taking this site. In this sense the avoidance of posting has been simply because I don’t want to make a mistake. I’ve had quite a few websites, journals, blogs, internet presences over my 16 online-years (eek) and I’m such a control freak I like to know what they’re to be used for and stick to it. I realised today that I just need to stop being so bloody obsessed with such things and let it flow.

I’ve been sick a lot this past year, and I can’t even remember when or where that started but it really heavily influences my frame of mind (and interferes). However, I really don’t want to be making excuses for not updating more or posting the images and projects I have locked away in cupboards, folders, boxes and hard drives. So, I’m going to stop right here, and let’s try this together, shall we?

I will not be afraid of being myself. There. I said it.